Its not funny anymore. When I though that things couldn't get worse, they did. Things can always get worse. I was already going though alot, and then in the blink of an eye it can change. No one should have to go through this. I have always been searching for answers, and now I have found them. But, would I rather have the answers no matter how horrible it may be or would I rather live a lie and be happy? I chose to know what was going on, and I somewhat regret it. Then for no reason my dad takes all his anger out on me and I had no where to run or hide. Going to school on monday was hard. I just wanted to sit by myself and be alone, but later on I decided that was worse for me so I moved next to my friends. Friends can help you out of the most stressful situations, but sometimes they can also put you in them. Yesterday in BEST club more than just one friend attacked me for some stupid reason. I'v always supressed my anger, but I just wanted to pick up a piece of PVC and smash it in their faces. I'm also tired of them forcing me to do all the shit no one wants to do. I might quit, but I don't know yet.

All the other days were alot better. On thursday we had a paperball fight in class which was insane. Afterwards I drew a comic about it which I will put on my new comic site Webghost Inc. If you want to see my new site then just ask me and I will give you the link. Oh yeah, I have my first driving hour today at 2:30pm and after that we are all going to the Quarry, which I look forward to to just get away.

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